i think i was saed

i 16f have a close friend, s. s is dating j, and j and i have always been kinda friends ig. today in biology we did cow eye dissection, and it disgusted me, so i went out in the hall. soon after, j followed me. we talked a bit and he said “lets go back to class” and held my hand which i HATED that was the first red flag second time we went out was the weird time

j kept saying really weird things to me like “wanna fuck? are you sure? y can you let me tap that and ill leave you alone your ass is begging to be grabbed” js let me grab it once youre pretty hot and he grabbed my hand and wouldnt let go and then “dont tell s” who i then told, and i dont know if im js overreacting but i feel disgusting.