I'm honestly tired of suicide hotlines and mental health services in general

I hate how every time I have called a hotline or something all they do is ask you whats triggering you, then they say "well that sounds difficult" ad infinitum, then ask you what you're going to do for the night; therapists aren't much better, they just give you homework too. Like, that doesn't make me feel better, I want my thought processes to be challenged, I want to be wrong about the world falling apart and have evidence that I'm wrong and that Im just an idiot whose mind is paranoid over spilled milk; I don't want my darkest fears to be validated