DAE feel so energized and euphoric from friends that it almost feels addictive?

maybe this is my most lukewarm take ever but i’ll put it out anyway.

but i’m not sure if it’s normal how i have to mentally stop myself from becoming obsessive over my friends. i just get such a massive HIGH from them that its like drugs. the genuine understanding we have for each other, the different ways we care for each other, and just the almost preoccupation i have with admiring their qualities even when we’re not together. i just love them so deeply that i wonder if it’s normal to love platonic friends this strongly. just the thought of them makes me so happy. like i just need to know if it’s normal to LOVE to this extent, platonically. but god it’s embarrassing to type this out 😭