Am I stupid?😭

So I've been playing since last Wednesday or somewhere close to that and I've not really been using the dodge in combat a ton , mostly because as a psyker most of the heavy enemies are taken out by things such as ogryns and zealot in the lobbies I've had and I've been running the lightning ability for crowd control , but dogs , mutants and trappers have always been a pain but now that I've realised when and where to dodge it's kinda just trivialised those enemies and I wish I'd learnt it sooner 🤦🏻‍♂️