MY TWO CRUSHES STARTED DATING!!!?!

SO JUST FOR CONTEXT THE FIRST GIRL I'VE KNOWN MY ENTIRE LIFE, WAS PART OF WHAT MADE ME QUESTION MY SEXUALITY AND BASICALLY JUST THE LOML. THE SECOND GIRL I'VE KNOWN SINCE YR 7 AND HAVE BEEN CRUSHING ON FOR A FEW MONTHS. THEY DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME I HAD TO FIND OUT VIA AN INSTAGRAM STORY DAWG 😨 I hate this I hate it so much, I don't even know how to BEGIN processing this I just replied to the story being all like 'god I'm SO happy for you EEEK' BUT REALLY HOW TF DID YOU START DATING I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU LIKED EACH OTHER!?!?!???

Anyway sorry for the rant I'm just utterly gobsmacked