I Have come to Accept that Nurse profession is not for me

My story Graduated December 2023 as a A study took the first Nclex March my time ran out at 123 failed took the second attempt in May shut off at 97 unfortunately failed again Took the 3rd attempt in August shut of at 85 failed again Took the 4th attempt in October shut off at 85 failed again Took the 5 attempt in December 18th ran out of time got 139 question failed again This time I have come to terms and face reality maybe my name doesn't sound good to be on the Board Maybe am not good enough Maybe am so Dumb that I can't pass Maybe Nursing is not for me I have had many people tell me am not good enough I have tired to prove them wrong but the are 100% right am so useless and worthless. This is the reality I have come to accept about me. Am proud to tell me self that I tired my very best this 5 attempt paid a tutor 2000$ with my minimum wage job with 3kids trying to give them a better life like other kids. Those kids did not ask for his kind of hard life the experience. But I guest this is what we all have to live with

Am so devastated Broken and frustrated 😠