I'm so fuckin miserable and I can't even vent anywhere

I'm tried for the past 45 minutes to post my cries for help and my truest inner thoughts yet nowhere allows me to this just legitimately feels like another way the world makes me wanna give up... And stop trying...

I'm so fuckin tired of trying then I get fucked over, and over and over again. I'm ghosting everyone in my life right now and I will continue to do so because only then do people care about me...