Aaj thodi jyada yaad arahi hai

It's been a long time since I saw her... If I knew it was going to be the last time I would have spent a a few more hours with her. Talked a bit more to her. Maybe tried a bit harder to make her laugh. Her birthday is on the 25th of February, and with this wretched month, a lot of her memories are also coming to me.

She's with someone she shouldn't be with. I tried to be supportive but hell I can't do that. My friends keep on saying that I was being used by her. But the truth is, she never used me, never lied to me, never manipulated me. She was always honest and direct with me. It would have been better if she was what others thought of her to be, at least that way I could loathe her.

Now... It's been so long that I can't even remember how her laugh was like. I loved making her laugh. I wish I could make her laugh one more time.

I am not in love with her anymore. But I certainly love her. And I'll always do no matter what. I haven't been myself in a long time because of your absence. But I guess all the distractions like studying, going to the gym, reading, trying to improve myself, I was doing all of that just to make myself worthy enough. But I know, even if I become the perfect version of me, you'd still won't come back. Your feelings won't change.

It's been a long time since I saw her... If I knew it was going to be the last time I would have spent a a few more hours with her. Talked a bit more to her. Maybe tried a bit harder to make her laugh. Her birthday is on the 25th of February, and with this wretched month, a lot of her memories are also coming to me.

She's with someone she shouldn't be with. I tried to be supportive but hell I can't do that. My friends keep on saying that I was being used by her. But the truth is, she never used me, never lied to me, never manipulated me. She was always honest and direct with me. It would have been better if she was what others thought of her to be, at least that way I could loathe her.

Now... It's been so long that I can't even remember how her laugh was like. I loved making her laugh. I wish I could make her laugh one more time.

I am not in love with her anymore. But I certainly love her. And I'll always do no matter what. I haven't been myself in a long time because of your absence. But I guess all the distractions like studying, going to the gym, reading, trying to improve myself, I was doing all of that just to make myself worthy enough. But I know, even if I become the perfect version of me, you'd still won't come back. Your feelings won't change.