I think my porn addiction made me physically sick
today I woke up and did my usual touching myself business. I barely even do it for pleasure anymore. It's like going to the bathroom for me. If I don't do it every 1 or 2 days I feel uncomfortable. I was still unsatisfied so I decided to wait a bit and do it again in the shower. it took me a solid 15 minutes in the shower and when I finally did climax nothing came out and I immediately felt a terrible sick feeling in me. I got out and couldn't stand on my own two feet and just sat on the ground. I then felt like I was going to vomit so I open up the toilet. I start coughing and dry heaving but for some reason all that came out was two burps. I still feel really lightheaded and my vision is a bit blurry. I also feel nauseous and my stomach is acting like I just ate bad Chinese takeout What the fuck happened to me. Idk who to ask. It's not like I can ask my mom who knocked on the door to see if I was ok. I've officially gone to far.