Hoping For Hope

I made mistakes, mistakes I can never take back. They hurt you so deeply and it weighs on me every waking moment of every single day. From the deepest parts of my soul I regret every ounce of pain and hurt i have caused. I'm trying to make things right so we can have a second chance. I have been doing what I have promised you, to prove to you I am willing to sacrifice anything and everything for you. For us. You are more than worth it. I will be content will giving all material things for your love. To live a happy life with you, together in a cozy warm place we will both call home. Spending the rest of our days truly as entangled in each others love as two people can be. As bound as two people can be. Two souls entwined. An example that no matter how bad things are you can make them work. I know how hard it is to trust my words after everything that has happened but im hoping my actions will speak louder than any words my mind can come up with. I can only hope that with time you will see that I want to be better for you, for us and just how deeply i regret the things i have done. I have to trust your word that you will genuinely give it another shot so long as i do what i promised. I am already halfway there. just a few more things and our future is secured. So badly I want you to show that you meant what you said on the phone. So badly I want you to let me know that you are actually willing to let me show you what pure devotion feels like, to let me know you are genuine about giving me another chance. I have listened to both of the songs you posted about. in THIS life it will be different, We may be star crossed lovers but if i cannot bend the will of heaven I will move hell for you. I will sacrifice anything for you. I love you.