All my enemies won

I was hoping to eventually live a life full of happiness, after dealing with many school bully's, toxic family, and just overall shitty people who've treated me like shit. But now look at me, now I'm living with what seems like incurable brain damage called Anhedonia... While my enemies are living their life's joyful with a smile on their face everyday. Meanwhile Ive lost music forever, Ive lost love forever, ive lost friendship forever. Ive even lost my ability to enjoy the nice weather on a good day. But what hurts the most out of all of this, is that my enemies won.... damn.....