Just need to rant.

First off, just want to say that i KNOW so many people have it worse than me. But I just need to complain somewhere bc my poor bf & mum are so bored of hearing me rant about this lol.

I live with two other girls. Used to be really close with them both (especially one of them, she was my bestfriend). We moved in together in September and honestly the way they act and the way they leave the flat is what’s driven this wedge between me and them and led to us not being friends anymore.

Since Christmas i’ve not been back for more than 10 days at a time, I’ve spent more time at my family home then here bc i just cant take it. I came back today after being away for a little over two weeks and 4 of my 6 teaspoons were missing & about 4 other pieces of cutlery. I found them in the sink (dirty). asked about this in our groupchat and they both turned off their active status and have ignored it. I don’t mind them using my stuff but i do expect it to at least be washed up!!! So i’ve now moved all my cutlery to my room :/ They sit in the kitchen for hourssss at a time. And when I go in there there’s so much tension and it’s so awkward and it’s gotten to the point where I’ve just brought bread and crisps and nuts etc and i’m keeping those in my room so i don’t have to use the kitchen anymore except to wash up dishes and get water. They’ll bring back random guys from clubs at like 4am when i’m asleep and it causes me so much anxiety bc like ?! i don’t want strange men i’ve never met in the flat while i’m asleep? It got so bad that I would have panic attacks everytime they went out and had to be put on two types of anxiety medication. And omfg. they take FOREVER to get their clothes out of the washing machine. Like days. I always get mine out within the same hour the machine is done like idk how hard it is to take clothes out of a machine ?! Again, I know none of these are the worst things in the world I just needed a biiiig rant. thanks for reading :)