I lost my baby girl and my heart is shattered.

She got out of the house yesterday night (she goes in and out but we try to keep her in at night) so I went out and called for her, she's almost always on the porch waiting and she wasn't there. I walked all around the back of the property because she gets stuck inside the sheds but she wasn't there either. I eventually found her at the very end of my driveway, someone had ran her over. I'm so unbelievably mad at myself and I can't stop thinking about how I could've avoided it. She deserved so much more time and I feel like I failed her. She was the best little void. She showed up as a skinny stray last summer and hung out with me and my dog every day since and would reach her arms up to hug me and I would just hold her while she snuggled. I loved her so much and she loved me the same. I've never had a cat like her, and I know I never will again. I'm lost right now because it doesn't seem real... like it's all a horrible dream. I love you beyond words my little Shadow Queen, and I will miss you terribly for the rest of my life. I'm forever grateful for the time you were here, however short, and I can't wait to see you again someday. I'm so, so sorry my sweet girl. ❤️‍🩹