Anxiety about being fired in the office…
This is probably stupid but just sharing in case anyone can relate. I’m a probie and probably will be illegally fired. I have so much anxiety thinking about being fired in the office. I really like my job and I like my coworkers. I know my coworkers will be supportive but I’m the only probie. They will all be watching as I pack up my desk and I know I’ll be drying. Even though it’s not my fault, I feel like I’ll be really embarrassed. I’m thinking about asking my supervisor in advance if they can do it at the end of the day or something idk. My leadership doesn’t think I’ll be fired but I think they are in denial. This feels terrible.
Edit to add: I was in good place mentally this morning and I was watching Bluey with my kids. We watched the episode about quests where Bingo goes on a curry swap with her dad. Chili says something like the hero doesn’t want to go on the quest and there’s all this challenges but they learn along the way or something. I just started sobbing and I’ve been crying on and off ever since. Damn. This sucks.