addressing stuff (bc apparently we're cancelling ppl now/silly)

hi ! writing this from skl, I wanna go home so bad my period is making me feel sooo weak I need like a gallon of water rn …!

either way this post is mostly for u/KA1R0W and u/TransToastie

i give all my respect to them, however I am loudly calling you out the unfriendly posts on me. especially u/TransToastie, which I find is embarrassing and I'm highly disappointed and feel offended that you had NO courage to mention me in a post that is specifically implied to be at me, which you even claimed yourself by calling it vagueposting.

let's get to my point ! before I explain how I'm Mitsuri and why I don't believe in doubles of me, I'll debunk all the stuff said on me !

first of all I understand there are other people who identify as me, however I will not believe in that or support that. no matter how many doubles I see, I always block them. if they interact, I either ignore it as I'm too uncomfortable to answer, or I explain how I wish to not interact, and wish them a nice day. I have NEVER insulted a double. I don't hate doubles, because hate is against my religious beliefs and I get heavy karma for hating on people. it is not worth winding myself up over. however, yes, I dislike doubles and I am not fond of them at all. every interaction I have with a double is not motivated with hate or anger, and if I do see a double I never reply first things first unless I don't have time later. I do not act out when I am under the influence of emotion, it is an unwise decision.

I see no problem in my beliefs if I do not harm anyone, or disrespect them. saying I am monopolizing my kin is stupid, yes, outright stupid. If anyone is uncomfortable, all they need to do is go on my profile, block me, and that's it. it's not hard. you won't see my posts after that. I won't interact with yours because I won't see them either, simple. nobody here says theres rules that state you cant block me

speaking about rules, there are NO rules to fictionkinning that say you can't not believe in doubles. I've never told a double they aren't Mitsuri, and the only time I've said someone isn't Mitsuri is in my rant which was written very late at night, and I didn't have time to process my emotion, so I threw all my anger out on that post. nobody had to read it, it's there because this subreddit is a place to post your feelings and opinions, and if you need a safe space to rant, this is it. a lot of private stuff about me was in there too, it's obvious I wasn't caring much writing it. but do I regret it ? no, because I got rid of a ton of negative energy I didn't need.

now regarding u/KA1R0W, I've replied in a comment. I also want to add that we have around the same amount of posts on this subreddit, I only have a few more. calling it spam, is hypocrisy. just because I uploaded around 4 (correct me if I'm wrong) posts at a time, doesn't make it spam. I'm a fashion student that has barely any time to post, and I do it whenever I have the free time

like it or not, you are encouraging this community to split up and helping in the process this way. we are already as divided as it is.

if I'm so irritating to you people, just dm me about what makes you so angered at me enjoying my existence and opportunity to be here. it's not that hard. do you envy how I'm free, don't care about others opinions ? do you envy that I'm not constantly suffering or something ? I don't understand, really, what the point of all of this is when EVERYTHING could be sorted privately, I am always up to answer any questions about my identity, I am here to educate and share, also guide people.

now let me explain my identity with Mitsuri ! I'll present my kin as a tree, as it's easier that way.

Imagine a tree now, and think of Mitsuri as a tree (I'm giggling at this I can see my face pasted on a tree now HELP) And, that is the main kin. Then, a tree always has branches. In my case, my Mitsuri tree has an infinite amount of branches, as I kin every version of Mitsuri to exist (and even not exist yet, as a lot of aus haven't even been made up yet) this alone is really overstimulating. Now each branch, has it's own branches, and those branches have their own, etc, etc. Every variation of Mitsuri, has an alternate universe of it where at least there is a single atom of difference. I kin all versions of Mitsuri with the slightest change. This may remind you of the multiverse theory as it does for me, which is really similar to the way I see it too. Or it's something like numbers, never ending, you an always twist and turn them in any way, etc. My past lives as Mitsuri go beyond average. And I mean, I've had countless. To put the image in your mind, imagine countless as billions, trillions to name the LEAST.

I've named this term "pancharakin", pan meaning "all" in ancient greek, and "chara" being short for character.

Before anyone says something like „ you can't remember all that, it's impossible !", that is just discrimination to my religious beliefs, and spiritual beliefs.

So now you know why I don't believe in Mitsuri doubles. How can you be me, if I'm every version of Mitsuri already. I don't deny spiritual and psychological connection but I don't see how someone else can be me. I see it as factkin sort of, as if someone claiming they were me irl.

one experience I'll add to this, is that once when I was scrolling past a Mitsuri kins blog, all their memories were something I could remember too. it made me realize „hey, I literally have the same past life as them ? but I have other memories too ?" this has happened with other Mitsuri kins too ! I don't know how this is possible, but it just proves what I've been saying.

anyways again, imo it's extremely immature to post stuff about me w.o privately discussing things first, especially if I haven't done anything problematic, and if I haven't been disrespectful to anyone. blaming me for stuff I haven't done, is just humiliating yourself more, by posting around misinformation.

I don't think any of you would like to come online to a post about yourself, just plainly shitting on you and them be told "not to take it to heart" (then like why is it there ??), or a post being literally passive aggressive about your kin beliefs

have a good day to anyone who's reading this, I'm gonna throw my snacks at u thru the screen !! I can't force myself to eat I might go home bc I feel so bad, but it's so warm outside and its a short dayyy wahhh 🥹