Hate the career I fell into....

I've been really looking into my own human condition. I guess you could call it an existential crisis or maybe a midlife crisis. But I wish I knew at 18 what I know at 38 that being average is more than okay. I don't think I would have chased money and "success" as much as I did and now I realize an average life is all I ever need and didn't realize it's all I ever wanted until I had it now. I interviewed for a custodial position this morning. At a place where I can work my way up to a labor position. I've realized that doing blue collar minimum wage work is so much more interesting to me, now than ever going back into sales!