What are some of the marks you realized your nparent left on you?

I mean this figuratively. I only realized my dad was a narc a couple of years ago. I have been trying to navigate it and process everything and it feels like everyday I discover something different about how he treated me as a child. But recently I realized that I have some marks and damages in me that have not heal yet. Especially when it comes to my current relationship. I almost lost my boyfriend because of things that I later realized was because of trust issues and self deprecation. Now I am curious is there anything in yourself that you discovered was because of growing up with a narc parent?