Passport Update: we're fucked

It failed. It was returned with a female marker. I haven't felt like this in years. All of my effort, my progress. I am legitimately a man. I have a beard and no tits or uterus, but it still says F. My social security, drivers license, and everything else is all changed and it still failed.

I'm a binary transman who would be chased out of female spaces and it has an F on my fucking passport.

I had so much hope that maybe, just maybe, I'd be okay. But the reality is that the US government is now run by people who hate us just for existing. We did nothing to anyone, and now I'll have to out myself if I want to move to another country. I cant go on the vacation I was going to go on to Japan because I refuse to out myself every time I'm asked for an ID.

What the fuck did I do wrong. I cant do this.