Addiction.
In some other posts I got called "k!nky" so let me say this now. I am not of legal age. I don't feel comfortable with terms like that. Moving on:
I've had a porn addiction since I was 8 or something. And it's gotten to the point where I can't think of anything but porn. I can't think of my favorite characters Because of it, same with my literal friends/family and such. A simply "just don't think of it or look at it" isn't so easy as most the time I don't realize I'm doing it. All I need is some advice of what to think about, and such. Please. Thank you.